Happy Birthday
SO eventually this is what i was able to come up with. Anyway this is not the point, the point is that today is your birthday and i'm very happy i got to spend a whole year with you, i mean we didn't go out much but i really appreciate you in my life. I sometimes wish i could do better to make you happier because you don't deserve any of the bad things that hapened in your life. I know i was an asshole too before and i'm really sorry about it, i know apologizing won't fix the wounds i already carved but i'm trying to be better. Also i assume you still think that i don't trust you, honestly i don't know what made me say that or think like that but i really do trust you, i was just scared of being hurt because my thoughts are being too much. It also pains me a lot to know you're taking Lina's for granted and keep thinking you're a bad person because of her even tho she was clearly the one hurting you, and if someone is a manipulator it'd be her not you. Anyway i don't have much more to say since we already talked a lot about it but please stop thinking you're alone because i'm literally RIGHT HERE. And i'll never leave you, i know believing these words is hard and what you said yesterday is logical but even if something happened i'm not just gonna give up easily. i mean that's how relationships work right? Not like the BS SHE said. Oh also i'm so happy i'll get to see you more from now on and go on dates and hang out. Okay i'm out of ideas on what to say now so again HAPPY BIRTHDAY POOKIE I HOPE YOU STAY ALIVE LONG ENOUGH. don't forget to claim that extra surprise :3
